The end of a chapter but the start of something amazing?
My last day at work…I had my leaving presentation but didn’t prepare a speech. I haven’t been elected as the next prime minister but I do like to be prepared. Either way my manager gave me a great leaving speech and so did the client, which made me happy that my work hasn’t gone unnoticed.
I had my last football game which made me feel pretty emotional. Remember Beckham when he cried on the pitch when he played his last game for PSG? I didn’t cry but using that example to create the sentiment (promise!). I got the realisation that I probably wasn’t going to play football with these lads ever again.
After footy I made my last pit stop to GBK and remember reflecting on life as I was driving back to my flat. My last GBK? Come on surely they exist outside the UK too? I know I will come back to these things after 8 months but it felt like I was leaving all this for good. Don’t be dramatic Navid…get a grip.
It was at this point when I started watching a video of a Haka at a wedding and started thinking that if there was any physical way to bring your spirit or soul into the real world then the Hakka would surely be it. It’s as if you are summoning your spirit from deep inside you. I find it fascinating and so engrossing that it’s pure raw nature triggered something in me. Is it to signal the start of my next transformation? If so then I am not leaving anything for good…I am just moving forward.
Have you ever got emotional because things started to make sense? Usually you get emotional for things that appear not to make sense or sadness. We live in a paradoxical universe and I am getting paradoxical feelings: sadness but also at the same time it feels like the things in my life are falling together…
